As she prepares to eat,
she draws
the fruit;
creased,
rimmed, almost breathing.
She whispers a lullaby to the night.
The pomegranate sleeps
in a fleece of awakened needs.
Eating a pomegranate is about
breaking boundaries.
It’s a juicy rebellion.
She makes a way for some peppery acoustics.
She becomes her own food.
She has nothing else to do.
Visuals can never teach her
what a pomegranate is.
She knows.
She sucks all the red in.
The red of the
slouching seeds.
She smashes the sun on the face of the hill;
takes in the blocks of the orange dawn.
She threads her fingers in torn tangerine:
scraps,
bit by bit,
and in absolute dominance —
making the pomegranate a worldly affair.
It’s a tough act,
not to mash the godliness in pale palms;
not to annoy the hexagons
with a hungry mouth.
Leisurely, she swipes away the flowering blobs
on the skin. Watch her do it.
Taking ages to undo the snake-skin
falling in a slew of the monsoon sky,
heaped in an outlandish rejection
one after another,
her hands and feet,
eyes and fingers,
her body that you cannot touch otherwise,
become the pomegranate.
The pomegranate flows in half-a-litre of blood.
Each ounce a mouthful.
A seizure.
She smashes its face in a violent revenge.
Her downy boredom
melts away in nodes of the fruit;
fingers wither away
between eating and non-eating.
Mirai takes a knife, slays open
a hemisphere
of wanton wastes.
Worms.
A hive.
A non-fruit.
That’s how a poem dies, Shahid. These days
nothing else matters, everything else is dead; death in
the layers of faces you put on when you thumb
the moon down into tin-sheets — and become a poet.
You are everywhere:
dying as young twirls on pods of green,
standing heavy, bent in arcs
over yesterday’s mowed soil.
The green takes the path to your house,
towards the paddy field,
combing air,
as the day is tilled into round mounds.
In this country, post offices turn
to succulent mouths, biting the edge
of the lined sky and it rains.
It rains for you, Shahid.
When death sneaks into sleepy airports,
cutting the ceiling into lilac-halves, semi-circles,
the wet gravel turns within
to suck you.
Shops pickled by salt and light
break open a dry day.
Poetry, weather-beaten,
nails you in a watery alphabet.
As the rain looks within,
retracts the rust of your cells,
the gelatinous membranes
cannot hold you to yourself.
Then.
Then.
Then.
Do I call you by my name, Shahid?
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